Disabled people are difficult to find in history, often relegated to asylum documentation, criminal records, and medical files. As such, the history of disability is often considered separate from that of other discourses, institutions, and, therefore, public conceptions of how disabled people have played a part in history. And the way disability has been historicized, in turn, informs how disabled people are seen and treated today: despite the rise of disability justice and activism, disability continues to be predominantly conceptualized in medical terms, which perpetuates stereotypical understandings of disabled people. Considering the abundance of such types of records that tell one side of disability history, this research considers how disabled people use archives and imagine themselves in history through interviews with disabled scholars, artists, activists, and other researchers. Part of this research focuses on the materials themselves and the affective impacts of archival representation: as disabled people witness disabled people—or even their absence—in history, I investigate how they relate to disabled people across time. And part of this research focuses on the affective impacts archival spaces: the ways in which archival policies, procedures, and spaces are configured as well as the ways materials are treated and processed all impact the ways in which disabled people feel a sense of belonging.
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Publications on this research:
Brilmyer, Gracen. 2022. “‘They Weren’t Necessarily Designed with Lived Experiences of Disability in Mind’: The Affect of Archival In/Accessibility and ‘Emotionally Expensive’ Spatial Un/Belonging.” Archivaria, Fall/Winter 2022 https://archivaria.ca/index.php/archivaria/article/view/13869.
Brilmyer, Gracen Mikus. 2021. “'I’m also prepared to not find me. It's great when I do, but it doesn't hurt if I don't': crip time and anticipatory erasure for disabled archival users.” Archival Science. https://doi.org/10.1007/s10502-021-09372-1.
Brilmyer, Gracen M. “‘It Could Have Been Us in a Different Moment. It Still Is Us in Many Ways’: Community Identification and the Violence of Archival Representation of Disability.” In Sustainable Digital Communities, edited by Anneli Sundqvist, Gerd Berget, Jan Nolin, and Kjell Ivar Skjerdingstad, 480–86. Lecture Notes in Computer Science. Cham: Springer International Publishing, 2020. https://doi.org/10.1007/978-3-030-43687-2_38.
This research was partially funded through UCLA's Graduate Summer Research Mentorship (GSRM) Award.